monday ooos

it has been quite a long time since i last update...there are many things happen during these few days..most i have forgotten anyways...haha...i m always like that..but i must say..i enjoyed myself during CNY...it's fun & FUN..."ban ban" "ban luck"..officially qualified for black jack..but i went blur easily when i m the banker..becoz there are toO many coins / notes flying everywhere which confuse me alot..haha..nonetheless..the game was great!!

one thing i have thought hard & thought thru today..forgive & forget...sometimes i tot that i can forget those sad part in life..but when the thing happen again..something just isn't right inside me..if i m in bad mood..den i may ruin everything i have..if i m in good mood, my good-angel will help me to control & calm me down...maybe i m stil far to be a good person...in fact there are still toO many things for me to learn..shall i gif myself a secret test??..n give myself a score by a deadline??...haha...

i m still unsure about what i wanna achieve in this year lehz...i really wanna learn Jap/Korean..but it's ex..i don have much savings yet..another thing is that i wanna link back all my frens n have gatherings + gatherings + gatherings...it's not easy though...

wat to do..when i havent nth to do, books are the best companion..learn cooking is another brilliant idea..
wat can i do other than these?...

sian neh...hope i can find more jobs..occupy all my time!